Tuesday, June 24, 2014

All Before Breakfast

Each morning at 5am, I am woken by the percussive sound of beating drums. This signifies the gathering of all the children in the orphanage for morning worship. After worship, the children have a couple hours to go and study before school begins. Two of the boys, Khusi (Oriya for "happy") and Sanjay, and one girl, Sunita, love to go and run/walk in the village during this time. Each morning after worship, we go out for a run to the bridge. This particular morning, we decide to go for a walk instead. As we walk out of the compound, Sunita sweetly points out that we are passing a massive snake hole. Last night a baby king cobra was found in the boys room. Beyond this, the village awaits. Topographically, there are jagged and distinct mountains in the distance with exotic plants sprouting from the deep orange soil that comprises them. The village is picturesque. Bright colors and tribal patterns are abundant around the small huts, people bustle about selling mangos and live chickens, all the while the shrill sound of car horns (they sound like a combination of an ice-cream truck song and a trumpet) is constant on the road. Walking along the road is a game in and of itself, one I like to call "dodge the cars".

My eyes fall on a large tree with a something attached to it on the side of the road. Sunita informs me that this is a Hindu shrine. As we walk up beside it, an old man hobbles out of his hut clutching a coconut, probably one of his only possessions. He breaks it at the altar and then begins to chant. We watch with intrigue, then one of the boys, Khusi (which means "happy" in Oriya), says in broken English,

"When we were little, we lived in a Hindu village. The villagers always brought offerings of things like coconuts and other fruits to appease the gods. One day, the villagers came out screaming, 'The fruit we left on the altar is no longer there! The gods have accepted our offering!!' ...what they didn't know is that it was Sanjay and me who ate the coconuts." 




Shortly after that, I notice tall fruit trees and am told they contain "tal". The boys determine they will retrieve it for me, so for the next 30 minutes they throw stones up about  60 feet to hit the fruit out of the tree. Eventually we meet with success and have 3 good tal. I expect this is the end of our venture, but it is only the beginning. Tal are much harder than coconuts, and are very difficult to crack open. Sanjay runs to a rusting electric tower to smash the tal open, but only small cracks are made. We run over to the bridge where bikes, cars, buses, and cows are crossing. Sunita instructs me, "You wait, sister, we get for you." They all get in position, and when the first bus passes they throw the tal under the wheels of the bus. Amazingly, the wheels and fruit make contact and the fruit smashes open. We all cheer excitedly as the contents of the mysterious fruit are finally unveiled. 

Gazing out over the bridge, I notice many Indian men down in the river. I ask if we can go down, so Khusi starts out down the steep sloping path to the river. I notice several white flags, but am distracted by the army of bats living under the bridge. Sunita invites me to go in the water, and soon Khusi and Sanjay follow. We wade in to our calves, then Sanjay yells, "Sister, look, the bones from the white flags!" Confused, I ask him to clarify… "Each white flag represents a person that has been burned here. The bones in the water are human bones." With that, it is time to exit the water.


On the way back, Khusi finds a beautiful butterfly and gives it to me to hold. We walk from there up to a hut just as a villager is beheading and skinning a goat. I barter with him about a price: 380 rupees per kilogram. Sanjay asks me to sing for him, which turns into a singalong to "Jesus Messiah" that carried us all the way through the village. We arrive back at New Life with our quota of adventure full for the morning, and prepare to have breakfast. 

I love spending time with these kids. Their minds are so active, their joy so vibrant and their love so genuine. They have lived in the darkness of millions of empty gods, but are now are flourishing in the one true Light. 

Sniha: Cutest Laugh Ever

When we first arrived at New Life, Sniha would not let us hold her, and she would not smile. Thank goodness that changed, because she and her laugh are absolutely precious! This is a video from yesterday, the first time she ever used a computer. She loves the silly faces.

 

Monday, June 23, 2014

“Thu Maranama Kurna?” “Miss Tomato Barbie Princess.”

Over a mouthwatering breakfast of mango and dosa, Kevin suggested that our first morning at New Life be spent "meeting the children". 

Aside from the grand introduction with flower bouquets and dozens of warm "hello seestar,"'s I encountered last night, I had no idea what to expect from them. We walked over to the school house, kicked off our shoes to walk up some stairs, then my eyes fell on a room full of children sitting on the floor studying. As soon as I crossed the threshold, the children stood up in unison and in precious Indian accents said, “good morning sister!”. Their words caused a wave of absolute joy and thankfulness for their love to overcome my heart. I went to sit with a circle of girls studying science. School is closed this week because it is too hot (we have snow days, they have sun days) so all the children living here at New Life (70 approx.) are studying independently. They are so smart, and eager to learn. I sat for hours in the upper room reading with them, having a beauty parlor hair session, learning Oriya, dancing, and singing praise songs. They taught me to say "thu maranama kurna?", Oriya for "what is your name?" and cheered and giggled with absolute glee each time I attempted in a distinct American accent. 

One of my favorite things in life is when you are so overcome by joy that the smile on your face is simply not adequate to contain all that you feel. Laughter spills out uncontrollably from sealed lips, not because of anything particularly humorous, but because you are so deeply happy to be alive. As I sat with the children, exchanging linguistics and inquiries about one another, the pure joy exuding from their hearts and precious “praise the Lord” comments elicited a wave of rare, genuine laughter. 


This expression was fairly persistent throughout the rest of the morning. My face has a habit of turning red when I laugh, to which Justine exclaimed, “Miss Tomato!” Consequently, the children nicknamed Brooke, Alexis, and Katie Miss Potato, Miss Onion and Miss Lettuce-Finger, respectively. Later we went out to play badminton and had a jump rope tournament, at which time my title expanded to “Miss Tomato Barbie Princess”. 

Spending time with these children is incredible, they have already taught me so much. The love I feel for them is overcoming, and serves a beautiful glimpse at the deep love their Heavenly Father has for them. 

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Window to the Soul

Tuesday, 6/17, 5:50pm - Train to Kesinga

“The eye is the window to the soul.” - Hiram Powers

I’m on the train from Vizag to Kesinga. The train just stopped at a small town to pick up a few passengers. Outside of my seat window I see three males, I estimate they are in their early twenties. They are people watching, laughing casually with one another. Hidden behind the tinted barrier of my window I watch them with intrigue. At first I’m glad to see their laughter; I’ve seen a lot of sadness in the faces we’ve passed so far. But looking more deeply into their eyes, I see the same quality that I’ve seen in nearly every other face since we arrived here: emptiness. It’s hard to describe the quality of this look; it’s full of unrest, selfishness and desperation...the light behind their eyes is gone. Even behind the seemingly jovial faces of these three young men, looking deeply into their eyes reveals a terrifyingly desperate lack of hope and complete emptiness. Their eyes drew me in with a mystical, entrancing darkness.

Gloria’s eyes have also caught my attention. Gloria is a woman who met us at the airport this morning - we’ve spent today together. She was very nice when we first met her, not uncommon to the rest of the kind people we have met so far. On a bus from the airport into the city, I absentmindedly glanced back at her as she was looking out the window. What I saw made it physically difficult to turn away: an astonishing warmth, deep love and captivating light was shining from her eyes. As she sat peacefully on the hot, rattling bus, I noticed that the smile I was greeted with at the airport was a permanent fixture on her face. The joy flowing from her bright eyes made it nearly impossible to look away from her. Her demeanor was one of complete peace, and her eyes drew me in with an undeniable, captivating light.

It’s hard for me to believe that the remedy for something seeming so visibly deeply rooted and powerful could be so simple, but among the lives I have observed there has been one consistent difference: faith in Jesus Christ. The life giving power of the Holy Spirit at work in the lives of these people here in India is stunningly evident, and increasingly magnified when in juxtaposition with those who do not have that faith. To an unbeliever this conclusion must seem biased, and admittedly I’m sure there is some in my perspective. But the alignment between scripture’s promises for a “hope and a future”, “rest for the weary” and “abundant life” are hard to ignore when so plainly manifested in the lives of these people. Truly, the Light of the World is glowing behind the eyes of those who have put their faith in Christ.



"The eye is the lamp of the body. So, if your eye is healthy, your whole body will be full of light." (Matthew 6:22)

London, Chennai, Vizag

Monday, 6/16, 11am - London

Our team assembled at RDU Sunday afternoon at 4, and after a round of prayers said a tearful but joyful farewell. A couple crying babies, several hours, and thousands of miles later, we’ve landed in London. So far my culture shock has consisted of being called “madame”, and surprise after realizing that the cheap food prices weren’t so cheap after a conversion from pounds to dollars. This place is very familiar and I am comfortable here, but I am ready to move out of my comfort zone. An entirely new world is waiting for me on the other side of the globe, and I’m only one plane ride away.

Tuesday, 6/17, 3:30am - Chennai

An Indian breakfast from a chipper British flight attendant began my day today. I indulged in foreign spices while listening to announcements over the plane’s intercom in Hindi. Soon the plane came in for a landing. My first breath indicated that I was indeed in an entirely new world. What can I say, the Lord is faithful! The familiar smell of rich spices from my breakfast earlier resurfaced in the hot Indian air, in addition to some new aromas. It was the middle of the night, but after standing outside for just a short while I was sweating. Neither of those facts bothered me in the least. I reveled in the fact that I was somewhere so foreign, with customs (such as not using toilet paper) that I didn’t understand. Each breath and look I absorbed can be best characterized as a new adventure. A short (1.5hrs) in-country flight takes us from Chennai to Vizag, where we will take a 7.5 hours train ride to Kesinga to reach our beloved destination: New Life.

Tuesday, 6/17, 9:30am - Vizag 

The best mangos of my existence were consumed at breakfast today. Holy moly. Praise the Lord for making something that delicious. Our train wasn’t until the afternoon, so after breakfast Kevin announced: “We’re going to the beach!”. For some reason it never occurred to me that India had beaches, but believe it or not they do! It also never crossed my mind that the gorgeous coast line of the Bay of Bengal was available to visit, but that is where I found myself this morning. The deep golden sand of the beach sinks easily between your toes as you walk, and the steep coastline makes for a particular oasis once you reach the water’s edge. In the distance we see a man with a horse walking down the beach. I was perfectly content frolicking in the waves, but as the horse approached, it was decided that we would ride. Trotting along the coast of the Bay of Begal on an elaborately adorned horse led by an Indian man was a surreal experience. After the beach Katie, Alexis, Brooke, Gloria and I went to buy traditional Indian clothing. I’m really loving spending time with the team...we’ve only spent the last couple days traveling together, but already Brooke’s hilarious commentary, Alexis‘ genuine heart and Katie’s sweet, quiet spirit make me feel like I’ve known them forever. I’m convinced the Lord has brought us together for a specific purpose, and I’m excited for it. Living with them for the next two months will be a joy. 



Preparing to Leave

An Outpouring of Love


An outpouring of love has characterized my last days here in Raleigh, and my heart is so full. The notebook from Lizzie, the party from Carolyn, the prayers from JD, the letters from Nicky, the surprise farewell from Tara, and the endless hugs from David are a few of the tangible acts of love you I have been blessed by. This makes it increasingly difficult to leave, but reinforces the fact that I must go. I must go because while I know the source of such love, a heart breaking number of souls in India do not. We do not deserve any of the perfect grace and love given to us by Christ, yet he continues to love us extravagantly and pursue our hearts intimately. The extravagant love of our Heavenly Father is waiting to be lavished upon these precious Indian people, and joy flows abundantly through my heart as I pray and believe He will use me to show that love.